As you see in this picture, they're my dormmate. We were so so so closed like chewing-gum and gam? Hahaha. But things are different now. We used to talk everyday, now it's like we don't even know each other anymore. Now i'm become like an anti social person in their eyes but i wasn't. I cried often about this, just thinking how to solve this problem. I remember one of them saying to me that she wants our friendship to be like before. But the most part i hate it, i could not do anything but just sitting there like a stupid one, don't know how to respond so i just keep silent. I know i missed the golden opportunity. I know it's my fault. Blame me. If i could repeat the time again, yea i'd wish that with no hesitation. How i miss our old time having fun together, talking about useless things at dining, making impossible dream together and more ;) Think of that, making me more sad. Let this picture being a memorable one
